I'm feeling overwhelmed this week. I haven't slept well and neither has little one. There's so much excitement and so much anxiety.
I need to: clean the house, shop for his birthday gift, make his cake and decorations, schedule his doctor's appointment, get his forms for school filled out (finally), finish school shopping, spend time cherishing our last few days of summer, and not lose my mind.
Every time I think of him going to school, I literally feel sick to my stomach. My eyes well up and I just feel so powerless. I know it sounds crazy. I'm just not ready to let go. For 5 years my world has revolved around him 24/7. We've been together constantly, and now that's all going to change.
I'm scared and I'm worried and I feel like I don't know what I'm doing. I don't want my baby to grow up.